Madisonâs hand slid down my stomach in slow motion, like she was conducting some kind of scientific expedition across uncharted territory. Each touch set off tiny explosions under my skin that would have made Fourth of July fireworks look like a fucking tea light.
She treated this like a National Geographic documentary: âHere we observe the virgin nerd in his natural habitat, about to be absolutely destroyed by a trust fund princess,â I thought as she reached the waistband of my jeans.
When she reached my jeans, she pausedâeyes locked on mine with the intensity of someone about to discover whether Atlantis was real.
"You know Iâve been dying to see what youâre packing," she said, voice low and full of curiosity mixed with something that sounded dangerously like predatory hunger.
Great, so this really was just a fact-finding mission. Madison Torres: Sexual Mythbuster, I realized, but my brain short-circuited when she popped the button open.
The zipper came down with sounds that seemed impossibly loud in the quiet room, each tooth separating like it was announcing the main event at Madison Square Garden. I swore the zipper sounded like it was providing commentary for my lower halfâs debut performance.
But she didnât go straight for the main attraction like some kind of amateur.
Her hand hovered just above the waistband of my boxers, and she smirked with the confidence of someone who had done this enough times to have a fucking technique. "So, this is the last layer, huh?" she whispered like she was unwrapping the worldâs most interesting Christmas present. "Letâs see what all the hypeâs about."
She palmed me through the fabric firstâjust her hand pressing lightlyâand I flinched like Iâd been electrocuted. Not from pain, but from how good it felt when an actual human being who wasnât me touched my dick. Her touch was soft but sure, and my body reacted before my brain could catch up to the fact that this was actually happening.
Madison froze like someone had just paused her Netflix show.
"...Holy shit," she breathed, staring down like she just discovered buried treasure or stumbled onto the secret to cold fusion. Her hand cupped me again, firmer this time, like she was conducting quality control. "Youâre... still growing?"
Her voice cracked on the last word like she was going through puberty in reverse.
She sounded genuinely shocked. Madison Torres, who probably had more experience than a porn starâs stunt double, was actually surprised by my equipment, I thought, feeling a surge of pride that could probably power a small city.
I didnât answerâI literally couldnât. My brain had officially clocked out for the day, and my entire nervous system was operating like a live electrical wire that someone dropped in a bathtub.
She pulled her hand back slowly and just stared like she was witnessing a medical miracle. "Thatâs not a dick," she said with the reverence of someone discovering a new species. "Thatâs a goddamn mythical creature."
I almost choked on my own saliva because Madison just compared my junk to a fucking unicorn.
She gulped. Actually, gulped like she was in a cartoon. I watched her throat bob like she was trying to swallow her own disbelief.
Madisonâthe same girl who once told Jack Morrison to âtry again when your DICKâs bigger than your egoââwas currently staring at mine like it just rewrote her entire understanding of male anatomy, I thought, trying not to pass out from the absurdity of this situation.
"You werenât lying," she murmured, eyes wide like she was watching aliens land in her backyard and offer her a ride to Jupiter. "You really werenât fucking lying."
Her fingers twitched like she wasnât sure if she wanted to touch it or start a religion worshipping it.
She leaned in close, her breath brushing against me even through the boxers, and it felt like warm electricity. "How the hell did you hide this monster in those baggy-ass jeans? What are you, a magician?"
I let out a shaky laugh that sounded more like a dying animal. "Monster? Really?"
She nodded with the solemnity of someone delivering a medical diagnosis. "You donât name something like this. You give it its own ZIP code and maybe a small government subsidy."
She treated my dick like it was a natural landmark that deserved historic preservation status, I thought as she slid her fingers into the waistband of my boxers.
"Lift up."
I did, and she peeled them down with the deliberate slowness of someone unwrapping the Mona Lisa.
The second I was exposed, the air hit me like ice and fire had a baby and decided to torture me specificallyâsharp cold licking at the heat surging through veins that felt way too sensitive for this dimension. And there it was: thick, veiny, impossibly hard, jutting upward like it had structural ambitions and no understanding of shame.
My cock looked like it was forged for sin of lust itselfâheavy, pulsing, flushed dark at the tip like it already knew the kind of damage it was about to cause.
Her eyes tracked every inch as I was revealed, like she was memorizing details for a scientific journal titled "Holy Shit, This Actually Exists."
And when she saw everything, she actually gasped like someone just told her Santa Claus was real and he was standing in her bedroom.
Her pupils dilated like she was on some kind of drug. Her lips parted. And there was a quite little "oh my God" that slipped out so softly I almost missed it, but it sounded like a prayer to the deity of impressive genitalia.
"Jesus Christ, Peter," she said, voice somewhere between a whisper and a religious experience. "Youâre not a virgin. Youâre a fucking weapon of mass seduction."
Madison Torres just called my dick a WMD. This could not be real life, I thought as she stared like she was trying to solve a complex mathematical equation.
She didnât touch me right away. She just stared like she was at the Louvre studying a masterpiece, except the masterpiece was my junk and the museum was her trust fund palace bedroom.
Then, carefully, reverently, like she was handling nitroglycerin, she wrapped her fingers around meâand I flinched hard because her touch was warm and knowing, but also careful like she was afraid one of us might actually combust.
"Youâve been hiding this?" she said with the outrage of someone who just discovered a conspiracy. "In fucking classes? Thatâs like hiding the Hope Diamond in a cereal box."
Her hand movedâslow strokes, exploratory, like she was fact-checking whether physics still applied to my situation. My back arched into her touch, and I didnât even try to stop the moan that escaped, because apparently Iâd lost all control over my vocal cords along with my dignity.
"This is not fair," she muttered, shaking her head like she was genuinely offended by the injustice of it all. "You shouldâve had groupies since ninth grade. There should be a fucking fan club."
She sounded personally insulted that I hadnât been properly worshipped by the female population of Lincoln High, I thought as she leaned down, licking her lips like she was about to attempt something that should probably require safety equipment.
For a split second, I thought she was going to crack another joke, maybe rate my performance on a scale of one to "holy shit."
But she didnât.
She movedâ
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A/N:
You may have noticed Peter mentally repeating
"Madison Torres"
throughout these scenesâand thatâs not just for dramatic flair. Itâs intentional.
This is his first time. Not just physically, but emotionally, psychologicallyâ
all of it
. And itâs happening with a girl he never dreamed heâd even speak to, let alone sleep with. So repeating her name in his head is Peterâs way of grounding himself in something
real
during a moment that feels unreal. Itâs his attempt to hold onto the truth that yes, itâs actually happeningâ
with her
. With
Madison Torres
.
The repetition is awe, disbelief, and reverence all tangled together. Itâs the kind of moment that burns itself into your memory, and for Peter, her name is the flame.