I didnât answer right away. The city roared softly below us, indifferent to moral debates.
"Itâs better," I said finally. "Not perfect. Not pure. But better. And better matters in a world that rarely offers clean choices."
She held my gaze, searching, then nodded slowly.
"Spoken like someone who understands systems," she said. "And the cost of pretending they donât exist."
"Yes," I said immediately. "Because they choose it. They can leave anytime. Thatâs not a cageâthatâs employment."
The word
immediately
wasnât accidental. It came out clean, unhesitating, the kind of answer you give when youâve already had this argument in your head a hundred times and buried the counterpoints in shallow graves.
"Employment where the product is themselves." Her tone wasnât accusatory. It was surgical. Catherine didnât argue like most people. She placed ideas on the table and watched to see what
bled.
"Every job is selling yourself. The construction worker sells his bodyâs labor. The teacher sells her knowledge and time. The CEO sells his decision-making ability. Weâre all commodifying ourselves.
The only difference is who pretends they arenât, how much theyâre paid, and how much control they get."
Catherine didnât interrupt. She studied me the way investors study a pitch they didnât expect to hear from someone this young. Not hungry. Not amused. Not predatory. Analytical. Like she was trying to reconcile two incompatible datasets:
my age and my answers.
"Youâre seventeen."
"Today, yeah."
"And you talk like someone whoâs lived three lifetimes."
I shrugged. "I see things differently."
"Clearly."
She turned fully to face me, leaning against the railing, hips swaying, thighs parting slightly. The city below hummed, oblivious. Millions of people living small, private tragedies while we debated philosophy above them with champagne breath and too much money.
"Which is why I need to ask you something. A favor really."
The word landed heavier than it should have. Catherine didnât ask for favors. She made offers. She negotiated outcomes. A favor meant
uncertainty.
I waited, cock twitching, heat building, my mind already racing through scenarios I didnât trust myself to name.
"Two months ago," she began, voice low, breath warm against the night air, "something incredible happened. One of my clientsâ
older gentleman, very wealthy, very connected in fashionâ
was so satisfied with one of our models that he did something unprecedented. He recommended Meridian Elite to the
Paris Fashion Week
organizing committee."
That earned a reaction before I could stop it. My eyebrows rose.
"Paris Fashion Week."
"Not just any show," Catherine continued, excitement creeping into her voice despite her attempt at control, nipples straining under emerald silk. "The evaluation for preferred agency status during Paris Fashion Week. It works in stagesâand everything happens in Paris. Itâs almost a three-month commitment."
Paris.
The word alone carried weight. Not romance. Not croissants and postcards. Power. Gatekeeping.
Old money deciding who was allowed to matter.
She turned to face me fully, and I watched her shift gears.
This was Catherine in her natural habitat. Empire-builder. Survivor. Predator with a conscience.
"First stage starts in November. Fifty agencies from around the world arrive in Paris and present their models to the organizing committee. But itâs not just a one-time presentationâitâs ongoing evaluation throughout
November and December.
"Portfolio reviews, live runway sessions, interviews, observations of how models work with different designers during test fittings. The committee watches everything. At the end of December, they narrow it down to
ten agencies
for their preferred vendor list."
"And thatâs where you need to be."
"Thatâs where we need to be,"
she confirmed, pulse racing under her skin. "Because once youâre on that list, everything changes. Fashion houses donât hire models directlyâthey book through agencies. When
Chanel
needs three male models for their show, they call the agencies on the preferred list first. Same with
Dior,
Valentino, Givench
y, all of them."
She wasnât pitching anymore. She was mapping a battlefield.
I nodded, understanding the structure. It was familiar. Different industry. Same hierarchy. Same choke points.
"So Meridian Elite is the contractor. Your models are contracted to you. The fashion houses book through you, pay you, and you pay us."
"Exactly. I take a percentage, handle all logistics, negotiate rates, manage relationships with the houses. The models focus on their work, I handle the business."
She smiled slightly, lips wet. "Itâs why agencies exist. Individual models donât have the leverage or connections to negotiate with houses like Chanel. But an agency with a roster of talent? That has power."
"And being on the preferred list means you get called first."
"Priority booking for every major showâParis, Milan, New York, London. Itâs the difference between scraping for work and having more offers than you can accept."
There it was. The quiet desperation under the polish. Catherine didnât fear failure.
She feared irrelevance.
Her expression grew more serious, scent flaringâjasmine, arousal.
"If we make the cut in December, the real work begins in January. The fashion houses review portfolios from the ten preferred agencies and choose which specific models they want for their shows. Then everyone stays in Paris for intensive preparation. Training sessions with each house that books you. Runway rehearsals in the actual venues.
"Fittingsâthey take your measurements, you try on every piece youâll wear, they make adjustments. Hair and makeup tests. Learning the choreography for each show because every house has a different style, different energy, different vision. You might walk for three different houses in one week, which means three different aesthetics to embody."
I pictured it. Controlled chaos. Exhaustion disguised as glamour. People breaking themselves politely.
"And then the actual shows."
"January 21st through 29th. Nine days of shows. Morning rehearsals, afternoon shows, evening galas. Itâs exhausting, high-pressure, and the entire fashion world is watching."
She paused, chest heaving. Not from desire this time. From ambition.
"But if you do it rightâif Meridianâs models shineâweâre not just on the preferred list. We become the agency big fashion gaints remember. The calls donât stop. The bookings multiply. Itâs exponential growth."
I processed the timeline.
Three months. Paris. Power brokers. Old money. A favor.
And the quiet certainty that if I said yes, nothing about my life stayed small ever again.
"So, three months in Paris total. November and December for evaluation and vetting. January for prep and the actual shows."
Saying it out loud made it real. Three months wasnât a trip. It was a relocation. A pause button slammed down on everything familiar.
"Yes."
"And I have my female models secured. But of the needed three male models I only have two of the three male models required. My others are out of shape and age I want for something this big."
There it was. The missing variable. The equation she hadnât written yet but had been circling since the moment she touched my arm.
"So, I assume, you need me as the third to meet minimum requirements."
She didnât answer immediately. Catherine never rushed the moment where truth became explicit.
"I have Damien and Laurentâboth talented, both the right aesthetic," she said, fingers brushing my arm, casual on the surface, deliberate underneath. "But the committee requires three male models minimum, and Peterâyou have something most men chase their entire careers and never touch. It isnât technique. It isnât conditioning. Itâs presence. When you enter a frame, the frame reorganizes itself around you. The camera doesnât observe youâit obeys you. People donât decide to watch. They simply do. That isnât taught. That isnât trained. Thatâs godlike."
I understood before she finished.That quiet internal click. The sound inevitability makes when it locks into place.
"You want me."
"I need you." Her voice slowed, careful now, like something fragile being placed on stone. "I know you signed with Meridian as an escort. I know runway modeling was never part of the agreement. And I know asking this on your birthday borders on cruel timing. But Peterâ"
She looked at me, and for the first time all night, the strategist cracked. Just a hairline fracture. Enough to let truth breathe.
"You are built for this. Your proportions are exact. Your face holds attention without asking for it. Your movement carries authority without effort. You donât walkâyou arrive. And beyond all of that, you have what the industry cannot manufacture."
Her voice dropped. "Conviction. You believe you belong wherever you stand. Not arrogance. Not performance. Belonging. Thatâs why youâre dangerous. Thatâs why youâre rare. And thatâs why this only works if you say yes."
Iâd been called a lot of things lately. Dangerous. Beautiful. Ridiculous. Emperor. God. Perfect landed differently. It scared me more than the rest.
"When is it?"
"The evaluation starts in November. Weâd need to be in Paris by early November for the vetting process. It runs through December, then if we make the cut, January for prep and the actual shows. Almost three months total."
"Three months in Paris."
Hearing it again didnât make it smaller.
"I know itâs a huge ask. Three months away from everything here. But Peterâ" She leaned closer, the city noise swallowing her breath. "This is everything Iâve built leading to this moment. If you help me on this one, I promise, Iâll do
ANYTHING..."
I held up a hand.
"Stop."