Chapter 203

The tone sounded like I was calling for a dog bastard, but Do Yehyun didn’t mind and came over obediently.

“Wanna sleep?”

“Are you tired?”

“Not really.”

It was true. Even after all that bullshit, my head was way too clear. I wasn’t sleepy—didn’t even feel tired.

“You tired?”

“No.”

“You were sleeping fine earlier.”

“...I’m not tired right now. I’m wide awake.”

Do Yehyun, saying that, also looked absurdly clear-headed, so I nodded.

“Then why?”

“.......”

I leaned back against the headboard and looked at Do Yehyun. He hesitated, then opened his mouth.

“Why....”

“Yeah?”

“Why did you tell me to come here?”

“If you were tired, I was going to put you to sleep.”

Do Yehyun immediately asked back.

“And if I’m not tired?”

“Then I won’t put you to sleep. We’ll do something else.”

“.......”

I cupped Do Yehyun’s cheek, hooked my other hand around his waist, and pulled him close.

“Open your mouth.”

I twisted my head and bit down on his parted lips. If this was me “rewarding” him like Do Yehyun said, it wasn’t like this kind of skin-on-skin contact was bad for me either.

Honestly, I was starting to get used to it.

Familiar with it, I brushed his teeth and softly licked his palate with my tongue. When I tapped at him with the tip of ◈ Nоvеlіgһт ◈ (Continue reading) my tongue like I was teasing, the hand gripping my clothes tightened hard.

I pulled my lips back slightly and whispered.

“Do what you want.”

It was funny, the way he acted like he’d gotten more used to kissing than before, but even so, all he did was obediently open his mouth and accept my tongue. When I rubbed my thumb near his jaw, the mouth that had been slightly open slowly closed.

“...A kiss?”

“Then were you thinking of something else?”

“.......”

When I looked at Do Yehyun with a crooked grin, I saw his cheeks slowly redden.

I leaned my back against the bed and even closed my eyes, and with a rustling sound I felt Do Yehyun press his body in against mine.

After waiting a moment, a soft sensation touched my lips. When I opened my mouth for him, Do Yehyun’s tongue pushed in pretty aggressively. It swept around inside, then started wrapping around my tongue obsessively and sucking.

The way he was smacking and tugging on my tongue until it almost ached was so ridiculous that I just let him have it—then, at a decent timing, I pushed his chest and stopped him.

“It hurts.”

“I’m sorry.”

The apology came out immediately, but he didn’t look sorry at all. Around then, when our eyes met again, a strange heat was gleaming in them.

‘This is funny.’

No clue what point he’d gotten hooked on, but he looked pretty interested. I lowered my hand, wrapped it around Do Yehyun’s waist, and asked,

“So. What were you thinking earlier?”

“.......”

“You said you’d thought about other things too. When I asked if you wanted to do it, you didn’t answer.”

“.......”

“If you’re saying you were imagining just holding hands and sleeping nicely instead of doing anything, your eyes are way too intense for that. Or is this my misunderstanding too?”

I wasn’t trying to tease him, but the more I talked, the more laughter slipped in on its own. Do Yehyun stayed serious anyway.

“I....”

“Yeah.”

After a short pause, Do Yehyun hesitated and continued.

“Just... I thought about it.”

“What kind of thought?”

“That I wanted you to like it. Not just sex....”

So not sex—he wanted to serve me one-sidedly? He didn’t seem like he’d be into that kind of thing.

I twitched one eyebrow up and looked at Do Yehyun suspiciously.

“A service mindset?”

“...I want to see you enjoy it because of me.”

“You came over asking for a reward, though. ‘Reward’ and ‘punishment’—now it sounds like some weird porn.”

“I want to see you feeling it.”

“That’s more honest, but isn’t it the same thing?”

When I slid the hand that had been rubbing his waist under his clothes, I felt his abdominal muscles tremble. Maybe he’d been tense this whole time—either way, I could clearly feel with my hand how tight his abs were drawn.

Do Yehyun, who’d been pretty obedient up until then, suddenly said something absurd.

“...Should I do it with my mouth?”

“.......”

Didn’t see that coming.

The guy who’d been kissing me so aggressively a second ago suddenly started talking about “service,” and now he was offering to do it with his mouth.

He didn’t look like he had any dating experience, but just in case, I asked.

“You ever done it?”

“No.”

Of course. The answer I expected came right back out.

‘What the hell?’

For someone with zero experience, it was an insanely bold suggestion. When I stared at him, dumbfounded, Do Yehyun repeated the awkward proposal again, like he was trying to read the room.

“If you teach me... I think I can do it well.”

“I’m not looking forward to it.”

Even if he kept saying he wanted to see me “feeling it,” Do Yehyun wasn’t the type with some masochistic streak to begin with. I watched him with an awkward feeling, then jerked my chin toward the edge of the bed.

“Get down. I need to think for a second.”

Do Yehyun climbed down and obediently knelt on the floor, looking up at me quietly. He was already pretty to begin with, and seeing him doing that just to please me naturally brought a few porn scenes to mind—ones that would probably make pervert bastards go rabid.

‘No... is this just normal sexual desire?’

Wanting to fuck a pretty guy was probably a pretty universal tendency.

I cut off the pointless thoughts and grabbed Do Yehyun by the chin, tipping his face up. When I lightly brushed his lips with my thumb, his lips parted like he’d been waiting for it.

When I pushed my thumb into his mouth, the tongue that came to meet it grazed me in a ticklish way. Not licking, not sucking—some awkward in-between motion—so I pressed down firmly on his tongue with my thumb. Since he couldn’t close his mouth, saliva he couldn’t swallow pooled, leaving his mouth wet and slick.

In Do Yehyun’s eyes, I could see a desire I couldn’t define cleanly. It looked like lust, but with him, whatever he wanted was always the kind that went a little farther than that.

I moved the hand that had been rubbing his tongue and touched around inside his mouth, furrowing my brow slightly.

‘His mouth is fucking small.’

Physically, it didn’t really seem possible. Even if the corners of his mouth tore a little, it didn’t feel like it would be all that satisfying once it was actually in.

I pulled my hand out of his mouth, wiped the saliva off on his lower lip, and said,

“There’s not enough space in your mouth.”

“I can still....”

“You’ve never even done it before, so why do you want to so bad. Because you think I’ll like it?”

“.......”

I had no idea what Do Yehyun even thought of me.

In the first place, I didn’t have that big of a hobby for this kind of thing. It wasn’t like my sexual desire was raging out of control.

Sometimes I did get pulled into this kind of excitement, sure, but it didn’t always end with sex.

I looked at Do Yehyun for a moment, then obediently undid my belt and took a position like I was about to jerk myself off. Do Yehyun’s mouth snapped shut.

“If you want to take it back, say it now.”

When I tossed the words out, his mouth opened again. I didn’t know what he thought he was proving, but it was pretty ridiculous. I furrowed my brow slightly and rubbed myself over his lips, up and down.

“Ha... why are you acting like some masochist bastard.”

Well, with him going this far, there wasn’t much reason to let him off anymore. Smiling lightly, I crinkled the corners of my eyes.

When I rubbed myself against the tongue that came out to meet me, I felt the bumpy texture of his tongue’s papillae against the sensitive part. After enjoying the visual stimulation for a moment, I grabbed the back of Do Yehyun’s head and slowly pushed in.

His narrow mouth opened, and I forced my way in.

‘Interesting.’

I’d never even imagined a scene like this, but honestly, it was stimulating.

I looked down at Do Yehyun’s face. Like he wanted to meet my eyes on purpose, the gaze he was sending up at me was pretty intense.

Tears—purely physiological—had pooled in those already-big eyes. It didn’t seem intentional, but he almost looked like he had a talent for triggering sadistic instincts.

I lightly brushed under his eyes and felt the sensation inside the mouth holding me. That narrow, wet mouth stayed obediently still, with no real will to do anything.

“I don’t even know how I’m supposed to teach you.”

“.......”

Not like I’d done it a ton myself—there was no way I’d have some method to teach.

“Just don’t bite.”

But I wasn’t going to just sit there awkwardly while he obediently held his mouth open and waited. I gripped the back of Do Yehyun’s head more firmly and pushed in a little deeper.

The mouth that had been stretched tight this whole time opened wider, and a thin line of blood started to bead at the corners of his lips.

“Does it hurt?”

“.......”

“Right. You can’t answer anyway.”

It was just funny—this guy who couldn’t even feel anything from his mouth was the one who’d stepped up like this. I gently stroked Do Yehyun’s head and tipped my head back.

I hadn’t been planning to get any fun out of his tongue technique in the first place. I chuckled quietly, lightly rubbing against his tongue, then pushed deeper and deeper.

“Yehyun.”

“.......”

“If you can’t do it, show it.”

The way his eyes squeezed shut like he understood was ridiculous. Twisting the corner of my mouth, I wrapped both hands around his head and slowly pulled him in.