Chapter 206

Even if his weight had gone up, there was still a difference in weight class, so it wasn’t hard to pin down the way he was squirming around a little. Of course, he also had zero intention of resisting in the first place.

Still, Do Yehyun’s brow kept furrowing, so I stopped stretching my fingers for a moment and asked.

“Does it hurt?”

Do Yehyun immediately shook his head hard, then tried to force his brow flat again.

“No, I’m fine.”

His voice was calm, but it trembled in little waves. I wasn’t worried about him getting hurt, anyway. It wasn’t like I’d spread him open enough to make him feel pain, and even if I had, he wasn’t the kind of bastard whose body would fall apart from something like this.

The moment I stopped my hand, his legs reflexively tried to close, so I blocked him and met his eyes. His reactions were so blatant that checking on him was easier than I’d expected.

He was pale to begin with, but now his whole body looked ripened, his cheeks all the way down to his neck flushed bright red. I could see spit slipping out in a thin line from his lips, parted like he didn’t know what to do. I lightly wiped that area with my thumb, then pressed a brief kiss to the skin right under his eye.

‘He’s fine.’

I stroked the inside of his thighs that I’d spread open and kissed his cheek and neck several times. The hand Do Yehyun had on my shoulder tightened a little more.

“Your hand.”

“Yeah?”

“Isn’t it more comfortable if you put it around my neck?”

I adjusted him, guiding that awkwardly slipping hand up so it could circle my neck. When I slowed down and messed around here and there, the eyes that had been locked on mine started to waver bit by bit.

“Why.”

“Right now....”

It didn’t seem likely, but if he didn’t want this, I was fully willing to stop right here. When I asked, the bastard who’d clumsily parted his lips hesitated, then said,

“I don’t know. It feels....”

“Feels what?”

“...Weird.”

It feels weird, huh.

‘Seems like you just like it.’

Yeah, he was stiff as hell, but that was a separate problem—how skilled could a virgin bastard be, to begin with. Even setting that aside, his reactions were obvious. For one, his heart, pressed up close against mine, was pounding hard enough that even I could tell.

“If you don’t like it, say so.”

“I like it.”

“I know.”

When I let out a short laugh, I felt Do Yehyun’s gaze follow me. I pressed a light kiss to his cheek and offered him a different option.

“Then say what you like.”

“I like you.”

“I know that too. But that’s not what we’re talking about right now.”

“......?”

I’d meant for him to tell me what he liked about what we were about to do, but judging by his reaction, it’d take a full lifetime just to explain it. I gave up fast, dropped my hand again, and tapped around his pubic bone like I was tickling him. Then I sank my teeth into the tip of his tongue, which had slipped out a little.

“If it hurts... what are you gonna do.”

“.......”

“Just endure it?”

Like a bastard who came out here to suck dick would be able to make a big fuss even if it hurt.

I chuckled low, grabbed my cock, lined the head up over his hole, and slowly rubbed it there. I pressed down on his body—so tense it was obvious—and started pushing my dick inside, nice and slow.

“Hah, ah....”

The moment the head started to slip in, Do Yehyun’s neck snapped back hard. I reflexively grabbed the back of his head and shoved a pillow under it.

“Mmm....”

I hadn’t expected his insides to loosen up from a little teasing, but it was tighter than I’d thought. I wasn’t even halfway in yet, and his hole clamped down like it was going to bite my dick off, yanking a dull ache through my lower belly.

I’d already come once, and on top of that I was wearing a shitty condom, so I’d figured it’d dull the sensation—but no.

I hurriedly grabbed the disposable gel I’d tossed onto the bed and squeezed it out all over my dick, messy as hell. Only when it was running down in streams did I lean in and start shallowly lifting my hips, flicking up into him.

“Ah, uh, wait, mm....”

“Try to relax.”

“How....”

“Then should I just do it?”

Not even knowing what he was saying, Do Yehyun just nodded blindly. I wasn’t even sure he’d understood the question properly, so I stopped asking and grabbed his waist, slowly pressing my dick deeper inside with a steady push.

Like the sensation of a space that shouldn’t open getting forced open was unfamiliar, Do Yehyun furrowed his brow like he was enduring pain and clutched my shoulder hard. The fact that he couldn’t even control his grip—when normally he’d have panicked and let go—was proof enough he was already done for when it came to having sex with a clear head.

I pinned the shaking bastard down, put my weight into it, and pushed my dick all the way in. The fresh, too-real sensation of spreading his narrow insides and stuffing my cock into him flared up like pain.

“...Hk.”

I held him, his whole body rigid—whether he was holding back a moan or holding his breath—and started thrusting slowly. Every time I pulled back and slammed in, his breath burst out in ragged gasps.

“Ah, haa, hyung....”

“Haa....”

I hugged him tight, bodies pressed together, and only rocked my hips shallowly. Under me, Do Yehyun’s body twitched in small motions. A low, broken moan spilled out, and the moment I kissed him, he started sucking my tongue like he’d been waiting for it.

I let him curl his tongue around mine, then lowered my hand, grabbed his ass hard, and spread him open to the side. I squeezed and kneaded him a few times, stirring him up inside, and I could feel the tension slowly start to melt away.

I kept fucking him like I was tapping deep, repeating the motion until I confirmed he’d gone loose—then I started really ramming my dick in.

“...Ah, hng, ah!”

The moan that had been clogged up like it was too much a second ago burst out all at once.

“Hyung, wait, ah, hk.”

“Mmm....”

The sound of flesh slapping was brutally clear. His legs, which had been spread obediently, started drawing in in a mess, so I forced his thighs open and held them there with my hands. When his legs were fixed splayed out again, this time his waist twisted.

Like every sensation was too much to bear, he got hypersensitive even if my fingers barely brushed him.

At some point, the hand that had been gripping my shoulder had his fingers braced up like they were going to dig into my skin. No—maybe he’d scratched me a little. Either way, it was obvious: the bastard who’d usually be flustered and rushing around couldn’t control his strength, couldn’t control anything.

“Ah, hh, mm... hk.”

“Haha... hk.”

Every time I slammed my dick in, his moans couldn’t even finish—they kept snapping off in short bursts. Do Yehyun, grinding the back of his head hard into the pillow, panted and met my eyes again.

He couldn’t control his strength, he was twisting his body all over from pleasure, but he still wanted to meet my eyes—he was putting in a ridiculous amount of effort. I lifted my hips, then nibbled at the exposed stretch of his neck in small bites and licked along his collarbone. I could see red bite marks blooming along his white skin.

‘Shit.’

My thoughts kept cutting out as I watched it, then I crushed my lips down against his skin however I wanted.

Once I really started fucking him, my head stopped working properly. And it wasn’t just because the sensation coming from my dick was intense enough to dominate my mind....

“Ah, fuck.”

I hadn’t been controlling my strength at all.

I spat the curse out like I was chewing it up, then yanked my body back from where I’d been pressed tight against him.

It wasn’t like I’d bitten him that hard—I’d only meant to put my mouth on him lightly, just to heat him up—but there were marks where blood had pooled. And that wasn’t all. On the inside of his thighs, where I’d grabbed and forced him open, my handprints were left there plain as day.

‘Fuck.’

I clicked my tongue softly and snapped my hips up, stabbing my dick deep.

“Ah...!”

He mashed the pillow hard like his neck was going to fold back again. Normally, I’d be grinning at this sight, but right now I couldn’t even laugh.

I gently stroked the inside of his thighs where the handprints were, ★ 𝐍𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐥𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 ★ then grabbed Do Yehyun by the chin and checked his face.

The gaze of the bastard who was desperate to meet my eyes latched right onto mine.

Maybe because his attention was pulled somewhere else, Do Yehyun didn’t even seem to notice that I was being too rough.

“Yehyun.”

When I stopped thrusting and called him, his eyes followed a beat late.

I opened my hand and waved it in front of Do Yehyun’s eyes, shaking it back and forth, and said,

“I’m not controlling my strength for shit right now.”

“.......”

“Want to get on your stomach?”

The words came out chopped up. I’d thought it was just that my head was hot because I was worked up, but it was more direct than that—my body itself was hot. It felt like something scorching was flowing under my skin. Even though I wasn’t wearing anything, it felt like something was choking my throat, and my breath caught hard.

‘This is driving me insane.’

I’d literally just been told the aftereffects were unstable, so what kind of state of mind had I been in to start having sex?

‘Did I want it?’

It pissed me off so much—this wasn’t some fucking therapy class, but I kept realizing my desire and whatever else a beat late.

Either way, if I wanted it, Do Yehyun would’ve obediently spread his legs or his mouth for me. From the moment I shoved my dick in anyway, it was true that I was the one who caused this. Of course, stopping now would be even more ridiculous, and it wasn’t like I was planning to stop.

I roughly swept my hair back, then lightly tapped Do Yehyun’s cheek like I was telling myself to get it together.

“You hear me?”

Do Yehyun, coming back to himself a half-beat late, blankly parted his lips. I lightly held his chin, meaning tell me, and Do Yehyun blinked and said,

“I don’t want to.”