I watched my motherās fingers trace along the lemon leaf, her wedding band catching the morning light. Twenty stories up, with the city sprawled below us like a scattered collection of gleaming jewels and concrete monoliths, and somehow this tiny garden felt more treacherous than any yakuza territory Iād navigated in my previous life.
"Thereās an old saying," I began, methodically working the soil with the trowel sheād handed me, buying precious seconds to calibrate my approach. "In the garden of life, some grow flowers, others grow weeds."
Kimikoās mouth quirked up at one corner, that familiar maternal half-smile that had once disarmed the old Satori so effectively. "And which are you growing, Satori?"
"Iām still figuring that out."
She moved to a potted jasmine, delicately pinching dead blooms between her slender fingers. The morning sunlight caught in her red hairāthe same shade Iād inheritedāhighlighting the silver strands she tried so carefully to conceal. "You know what Iāve always found fascinating about plants? They canāt lie. A plant thatās dying will show it, no matter how much you wish it wouldnāt. They have no masks, no ability to deceive."
"People arenāt plants, Mom." I kept my tone neutral, but my internal defenses were rising. Kimiko had always possessed an uncanny emotional intelligence that made her dangerous in ways Luka could never be.
"No," she agreed, her voice soft as silk yet unyielding as steel beneath. "Theyāre much more complicated. People can smile while they plot. They can say one thing and mean another." She turned to face me fully. "They can look their mother in the eye and tell her they walked a girl to the train station when they did no such thing."
My pulse quickened imperceptibly. "What makes you think I didnāt?"
Kimiko crossed the terrace. She settled on the bench beside my work area, close enough that I could smell her jasmine perfumeāthe same scent sheād worn since I was a child, a sensory anchor to memories that werenāt truly mine.
"Because I heard you, Satori." Her voice dropped to barely above a whisper, intimate and devastating. "Last night. With Natalia."
My fingers stilled in the dirt. A single bead of sweat traced a cold path down my spine like an icy finger. Fuck. Shit. FUCK. I hadnāt expected her to be so direct, so quick to discard the pretense. The "Red-hot Habanero" wasnāt just a nickname from her pastāit was a warning Iād failed to heed.
"I donāt know what you think you heardā" I started, mind racing through damage control scenarios.
"Stop." Her hand shot out with surprising speed, grabbing my wrist. Her grip was astonishingly strong, her delicate fingers digging into my flesh with unexpected force. "Donāt make it worse by continuing to lie. I know what I saw."
I looked up, meeting her eyes. There was no anger there, which was almost worse than rage would have been. Just hurt, disappointment, and something harder beneathāa resolve like tempered iron that reminded me this woman had raised a child alone in a world that devoured the weak.
"Then why ask questions you already have answers to?" I challenged, dropping the pretense entirely. In chess, when your position is compromised, sometimes the only move is to attack.
"Because I need to understand how this happened. When it started. How my son and my husbandās daughter..." She couldnāt finish the sentence, her voice breaking on the last word, fracturing with maternal pain.
I pulled my hand free and sat back on my heels, the mint half-planted and forgotten in its ceramic home. There was no point maintaining the denial now. The question was how to manage the fallout, how to twist this confrontation to my advantage.
"Itās complicated."
"Complicated?" She let out a sound between a laugh and a sob, raw with emotion. "Thatās what youāre going with? Sleeping with your stepsister is ācomplicatedā?"
"Weāre not blood-related."
Her palm slammed against the metal table with surprising force, rattling the clay pots and sending tiny vibrations through the soil. "Do not." Each word fell like a stone into still water. "Do not try to justify this with technicalities."
I held up my hands in a placating gesture, dark soil still clinging to my fingers like evidence of deeper stains. "You wanted honesty, so here it is. Yes, Natalia and I are together. It happened recently. We didnāt plan it. It just... evolved."
"Evolved?" Kimiko ran a trembling hand through her hair, disturbing its perfect arrangement for perhaps the first time since Iād known her. "Things donāt just āevolveā into incest, Satori!"
"Itās notā"
"In this house, under this roof, you are brother and sister. What would your father say if he knew?"
I snorted before I could suppress the reaction, a flash of the real Kaelen slipping through. "Luka isnāt my father."
The moment the words left my mouth, I knew Iād made a tactical error. Kimiko reared back as if Iād struck her across the face. Her eyes widened in shock, then narrowed to dangerous slitsāthe mother tiger emerging from beneath the homemakerās gentle exterior.
"How dare you," she whispered, voice trembling with fury. "That man has loved you, provided for you, treated you as his own flesh and blood since the day we married. And this is how you repay him? By defiling his daughter and throwing his love back in his face?"
"Thatās not what I meant," I backtracked, recalibrating my approach. "I justā"
"And Natalia! Did you even think about what this would do to her? Her future? Her reputation if anyone found out?" Her voice rose with each question, maternal protectiveness extending even to her stepdaughter. "Sheās worked so hard for everything sheās achieved, and youā"
"I care about Natalia," I interrupted. "More than you know."
Kimiko laughed, a hollow sound devoid of any warmth. "You donāt destroy someone you care about, Satori. And this will destroy her when it falls apart. Youāll both lose everythingāyour reputations, your futures at the Academy, this family."
This conversation was spiraling beyond containment. I needed to regain ground, to shift the narrative before she reached conclusions too dangerous to my plans. I took a deep breath and methodically wiped my hands on my pants, leaving dark smudges on the fabric like a metaphor for the stain Iād brought to her perfect household.
"Mom, I understand youāre upset. But Natalia is eighteen. Iām eighteen. Weāre adults by every legal standard."
"Barely," she scoffed, maternal instinct cutting through legal technicalities.
"Old enough to make our own choices. Old enough to be Hunters. To fight Gates. To risk our lives battling monsters for societyās benefit. But not old enough to decide who we want to be with?"
"Donāt you dare equate the two." Her voice dropped to a dangerous register Iād never heard before. "This isnāt about age. Itās about right and wrong. Itās about the fact that you live in the same home, that youāre part of the same family unit."
I stood up slowly, towering over her seated form.
"Then Iāll move out."
Her face paled to alabaster, the freckles across her nose standing out in stark relief. "Thatās notā"
"If thatās the only problem, Iāll get my own place. Problem solved."