When I'm Not Here Anymore
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QOTD (by Crywolf641):
"Iâve once lost you, I canât afford to lose you the second time. Even if itâs merely a possibility, I still wonât allow it to happen..." -Yang Chen
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Yang Chen tidied up his emotions and came downstairs. Nothing unusual could be seen on his face.
Hui Lin who came back together with Lin Ruoxi was watching television on the sofa. The television was playing a music event, which Yang Chen knew none of the people shown. Hui Lin was quite serious when it came to music and dancing.
âIt sure seems like the futureâs hottest singer is emerging from our house,â Yang Chen said with a smile.
Hui Lin blushed slightly. âOur⊠our house?â
Yang Chen felt that it was entertaining to look at Hui Linâs embarrassed look. âWeâve lived together before after all. You wonât deny me as your cousin after becoming a singer, will you?â
âWhy would I do thatâŠâ Hui Lin got really shy after being asked the question.
Yang Chen looked behind and noticed that Wang Ma was still busy in the kitchen. He seemed to have come home early today, and caused Wang Ma to rush her dinner preparation slightly.
Yang Chen sighed lightly. Soon, this house may really return to the days where only Wang Ma and Ruoxi lived together.
As he thought, he walked into the kitchen and approached Wang Ma. âWang Ma, do you need my help?â
Wang Ma smiled delightfully. âYoung Master, you may watch television together with Miss Hui Lin. I can handle this, the meal will be ready in half an hour.â
âItâs still better for me to help you, I donât always get to do this,â Yang Chen said and walked to the chopping board before grabbing a skinned potato and a knife. He asked, âAre you making potato floss?â
Wang Ma saw that Yang Chen was prepared to start working, so she didnât stop him. Nodding, she said, âItâs also fine if you simply cut them. Weâre all a family, we wouldnât mind the shape too much.â
Yang Chen hummed in acknowledgement and raised the knife before drawing precise arcs on the round potatoes. Using a speed that couldnât be analyzed by naked eyes, he turned the whole potato into a pile of potato floss which was ready to be stir fried in the blink of an eye.
Wang Ma was surprised. She praised, âNo wonder Miss told me that Young Master learned martial arts. Your knife skills are exceptional, like the chefs shown on the television.â
âThis little trick is all I know,â Yang Chen said. It was a little trick indeed. To avoid frightening Wang Ma, he could cut things like that in an unimaginable speed.
Yang Chen continued chopping other cooking ingredients as he chatted with Wang Ma. Under Yang Chenâs knife, the various vegetables and meats appeared particularly obedient.
Wang Ma was meticulously marinating a plate of chicken wings, perhaps to prepare them to be deep fried later.
Yang Chen felt warmth in his heart as he looked at Wang Ma cook carefully. He had lived in this house for almost six months and eaten countless dishes made by Wang Ma. Will I get unaccustomed if I suddenly leave a few months later?
âWang Ma, the dishes you make are really tasty,â Yang Chen said.
Wang Ma smiled cheerfully. Although there were crow's feet at the corner of her eyes, she appeared extraordinary loving. âEveryone who cooks loves to listen to stuff like that.â
Yang Chen nodded in agreement. Softly, he murmured, âWang Ma, if one day Iâm not in this house anymore, just if, I hope you donât get too upset.â
Wang Ma stunned and stopped what she was doing. âYoung Master, why did you suddenly say that?â
âIâm just wondering how this house would look like if I went to a place where nobody can find me. I guess itâd look like the days where I wasnât here yet,â Yang Chen said.
âEh, that isnât something great to think about,â Wang Ma complained.
Yang Chen smiled faintly. âWang Ma, letâs say the day actually came, you really have to look after the foolish woman who knows nothing other than work. Donât allow her to stay up late at night or skip dinner because of work. Also, if sheâs feeling unwell, get her checked at the hospital immediately. Donât let the previous incident happen again where she only went for a check up after fainting. The human body cannot be put at this much stress.
âOh yeah, if sheâs unhappy or throwing a tantrum, you may get glutinous rice balls from the shop at First Wen Street. As long as the stuff gets into Ruoxiâs hands, sheâll basically forget every troublesome matter. As she doesn't like to drink medicine, you can get her that as well.
âThe woman doesnât show it, but sheâs actually afraid of getting fat so she doesnât dare to buy it herself. Wang Ma, get her them as often as you can, itâs difficult for her to get fat considering her workload.
âAlso, if she doesnât come home at night, deliver a warm lunch box to her at her office. Sheâs actually lying to you every time she says sheâs eating outside. If sheâs not willing to eat, tear up in front of her and lament about your feelings, sheâll definitely eat this way. Ruoxi is actually very soft-hearted, she canât look at people get sadâŠâ
Wang Maâs hands were stunned at their original position as she lightly opened her mouth, looking at Yang Chen as she couldnât speak.
Yang Chen noticed that he said a lot of weird stuff. Smiling awkwardly, he said, âWang Ma, itâs just a casual chat, donât take it too seriously.â
âOh⊠oh, luckily thatâs the case.â Wang Ma finally relieved herself. She didnât know how to react. âYoung Master, the words you said chopped my heart up like dumpling stuffing. Why are you acting like the people in TV series? My eyes are now watery even at such an old age. Young Master, you can only talk about it as an if. If you really ainât here anymore, the two of us will live a really sad life.â
âWhy would that be the case? If Iâm not here anymore, you guys can still live comfortably since Ruoxiâs money can be stacked to form the Great Wall of China,â Yang Chen said.
Wang Ma sighed. âThings like money donât come with you when youâre born, and they donât go with you when youâre dead. Itâs great to just have enough money to spend. Having more of it is not only a burden, but a responsibility as well. The poor isnât necessarily unhappy while the life of the rich isnât necessarily meaningful. At the end of the day, a family living together peacefully is the best.â
After Wang Ma finished speaking, she poured oil into the pan and continued her cooking.
Yang Chen cut the last green pepper and arranged the different kinds of vegetable before silently walking out of the kitchen.
On the sofa, when Hui Lin noticed that Yang Chen came out, he hurriedly turned her head in front and acted like sheâd been watching the television.
Yang Chen smiled secretly. Hui Lin was brought up by Abbess Yun Miao after all, she could definitely cultivate internal energy to some degree. She mustâve heard the conversation in the kitchen.
Yang Chen didnât expose her. Sitting on another sofa, he started reading the newspaper.
Hui Lin saw that Yang Chen didnât say anything. She couldnât help but to ask, âBrother Yang⊠do you really want to divorce my elder sister?â
âDidnât you listen everything earlier?â Yang Chen asked.
Hui Lin pouted. âI feel that⊠you donât actually want the divorce to happen, am I right?â
Yang Chen put down the newspaper and gazed at Hui Lin for a while. Solemnly, he said, âHui Lin, can you promise me something?â
Hui Lin nodded. âPlease say, Brother Yang.â
âIf I left this house some day, can you still live together with your elder sister? At least donât leave her like me, always keep her company,â Yang Chen said seriously.
Hui Lin was rather confused. She didnât know what Yang Chen meant.
âAlthough your sister looks dignified, even she herself doesnât know that sheâs actually very pitiful. A lot of things are much more brutal than the ones sheâs seen.â Melancholy could be seen in Yang Chenâs eyes. He continued speaking, âI can tell that sheâs actual suspecting your identity. You need to know that you two are blood-related sisters, thereâs actually a lot in common between you. However, she never asked further questions but treats you sincerely instead. That proves she actually likes this younger sister of hers. So, I hope that you can spend more time with her. You learn martial arts and have a personality which suits her temper, I guess there isnât a better choice than you.â
Hui Lin lowered her heart as she felt rather sour at heart. âBrother Yang, I used to think you didnât look like a good guy, so⊠so I was rather afraid of you. But now I feel that youâre actually a very good person. If you leave my elder sister, Iâll get sad about it as well.â
âStupid Kid, your life continues whether Iâm here or not. Planet Earth spins no matter who leaves. Even if I leave, your elder sister can still live very well,â Yang Chen said with a smile.
Hui Lin nodded. âI understand, Iâll keep this promise.â
After a short while, Wang Ma finished preparing the meal. Yang Chen and Hui Lin helped her carry the dishes out while Wang Ma went upstairs to call Lin Ruoxi down to eat.
However, after a while, Wang Ma came down feeling rather helpless. She said, âI donât know what Miss is busy with again. She asked me to send the food upstairs for her. Sheâs always been this worrying.â
Yang Chen said, âItâs fine, Wang Ma will have to work hard for a bit and send some food upstairs.â
âSigh.â Wang Ma was very used to doing this. She quickly got some food and sent it upstair for Lin Ruoxi.
After the meal, Yang Chen wore an overcoat and grabbed the car keys. He said to Hui Lin and Wang Ma, âIâll go out to meet someone, you guys donât have to wait for me as I may come back rather late tonight.â As soon as he finished speaking, he went out and entered his car before driving away into the night.