"The Olive Witch," Jocelynn whispered as she looked up at her sister. Already, her mind began to turn, conjuring up every random thing sheâd read about the olive groves of Keating, the price of their oil, and...
"None of that," Ashlynn said, tapping her sister gently on the forehead. "Save those thoughts for later. Right now, focus on whatâs most important."
"Most important?" Jocelynn murmured, still grappling with the notion that she could become a witch, like her sister. The thought was impossibly large for her to wrap her mind entirely around, filled with horror stories about the witches of the past, the Evil Queen, and countless others. At the same time, images of the sacred oak tree and the shining sapling that had grown from the Lothian throne filled her mind along with her own sisterâs heroic figure fighting against the man who had caused them both so much pain and suffering...
There was so much she didnât know, so much that was likely wrong, and there were probably dozens of things she hadnât even thought to ask Ashlynn about, so... So what could be âmost importantâ right now?
"Are you going to finish helping me wash up?" Ashlynn asked, gesturing to the washcloth that lay forgotten in Jocelynnâs hands. "Or should I take over before the water cools?" she teased.
"Oh!" Jocelynn said, turning beet red in embarrassment. "Iâm sorry, I..."
"Itâs fine," Ashlynn interrupted. "Some things needed to be said, and I feel better for having said them. I hope you feel better too," she said, lightly cupping her sisterâs cheek and looking into her seafoam eyes.
The darkness and despair within Jocelynnâs gaze had retreated, though it still lurked in the downward tilt to her eyes and the shifting movements that struggled to meet her sisterâs gaze too directly. But unlike earlier, Ashlynn could also see a glimmer of hope in her sisterâs watery eyes, and thoughts of a future beyond tonight seemed like theyâd taken root in Jocelynnâs mind.
It was a far cry from healing the wounds to her heart that Jocelynn had suffered in the past nine months, but it was a start. And, just like the sapling that Ashlynn had grown in the Great Hall, so long as they were able to nurture it, that tender start could grow into an even stronger bond than the one theyâd shared before. They just had to be patient and take things step by step.
"Um, can I ask questions?" Jocelynn asked as she dipped the washcloth back into the water and started gently scrubbing away the dried blood that trailed from Ashlynnâs wounds. "About some of the other things you said?"
"Of course you can," Ashlynn said, closing her eyes and leaning into the chair as she let the scent of the soap, salty air and sweet sea grass, carry her away to happier days before Owain Lothian had forced his way between them. "Ask me anything you want..."
For a moment, Jocelynn pursed her lips, trying to decide where to begin. There was so much that Ashlynn had mentioned in passing, and there were so many shocking things that she knew sheâd missed half of them, but a few lingered in her mind.
"Whatâs it like?" Jocelynn asked as she stood up to start letting Ashlynnâs hair down, taking it out of the tight braids sheâd worn for her duel. "Living in the Vale of Mists," she clarified. "Is it... Is it hard, living among the, um, the Eldritch?" Jocelynn asked.
"It was hard at first," Ashlynn admitted, recalling her first days in the Vale when she was still struggling with the feeling of losing control of her life and losing touch with the world sheâd known before. "But I made friends there. Heila was there from the start, taking care of me and helping me learn about the Vale."
"Sheâs my lady-in-waiting now," Ashlynn added. "And the Willow Witch. Youâll like her," she said with a smile. "Sheâs not very tall, only up to your waist, but sheâs one of the bravest people I know. She saved me, more than once."
"Georg is precious too," Ashlynn continued. "He looked big and scary when I first met him because Iâd never met anyone from his clan before. Heâs as strong as a bear with claws that are twice as sharp, but he cooks the most delicate pastries, and he makes the most delicious meals," she explained. "I learned a lot from him, helping in his kitchens, but I still canât match his skill."
"They, they made you work in the kitchens?" Jocelynn said, her fingers pausing in their work as she stared at her sister in shock. "Why would they do that to you?"
"They didnât make me," Ashlynn said. "I asked to. After I became Nyriâs Seneschal, um, thatâs the title for someone who has a blood bond with a True Vampire like Nyri," she explained quickly. "After we formed our bond, I gained some of her powers. Strength, speed, but also sharper senses... other things..."
"But I had to train the powers I gained," Ashlynn said. "I had to work for all of it. Strength and speed I could learn from practicing sword fighting with Thane, but to sharpen my hearing, sight, sense of smell, and touch... I went into Georgâs kitchens and learned to cook from him. It was practice, but it was also delicious," she concluded with a wide smile.
"I see," Jocelynn said, going back to taking down Ashlynnâs hair. "So they didnât force you. And the Lady of the Vale," she said, coming around to the question that felt too delicate to have started with, but that she most desperately wanted an answer to.
"You said her name was Nyrielle," Jocelynn said hesitantly. "But, you call her âNyriâ the way you call me âJocey,â and you have a bond of blood with her," she said as she put the pieces together. "Does that mean that sheâs like a sister to you?" Jocelynn asked.
She clamped her mouth shut as soon as the words made it past her lips, before she could ask the question that burned within her heart. âDoes that mean sheâs taken my place in your life?â There was no way to come out and ask something like that, but when she heard the softness in Ashlynnâs voice every time she spoke of the ancient vampire, something ugly and familiar reared its head in her heart.
Jocelynn had no one to blame but herself if Ashlynn found other people to fill the space in her heart that had once belonged to her, but that didnât mean that hearing it wouldnât hurt.
"Ha, ha, ha," Ashlynn giggled lightly at Jocelynnâs question. "No, no, nothing like a sister to me," Ashlynn said. "Thereâs only one person whoâs really been like a sister to me, and thatâs Amahle, the Mother of Thorns. Sheâs the witch who taught me half of everything I know about witchcraft, and she believes that all of us are family. Sheâs my âbig sisterâ as a witch," Ashlynn explained, putting Jocelynn at ease.
"But Nyri," Ashlynn said, opening her eyes to watch her sisterâs reaction. "Nyri isnât a sister. Sheâs my lover, the woman who holds my heart in her hands, and the person I intend to marry now that my âhusbandâ is dead..."