Inside the dishwashing room, the only sound was the quiet rush /N_o_v_e_l_i_g_h_t/ of water.
Tears continued to fall from the corners of the girlâs eyes, her blushing cheeks resembling a ripened apple.
A weeping beauty, pitiful enough to evoke sympathy.
Seeing Shali like this, Muenâs heart involuntarily skipped a beat.
âMuen... could you reconsider? Please?â
Shali clutched her fingers tightly, her voice nervous once again.
It felt like invisible ripples were spreading outward. Even Muenâs resolve wavered.
Shali was so cute. So gentle and domestic. She could make delicious desserts and meals. Her figure was amazing.
If someone like her became a partner, she would be... absolutely perfect, right?
So maybe I should justâ
âSmackââ
A crisp sound rang out.
Shali flinched in surprise and instinctively stepped back, startled as she looked at Muen.
âWhat the hell kind of lowlife am I turning into?!â
Muen had just slapped himself across the face, snapping himself back to reality, his voice tight with gritted teeth.
âEating whatâs in the bowl while staring at whatâs in the pot? No. Even if Iâm a bastard, Iâll be a bastard with principles.â
A bastard without principlesâwhatâs the difference between that and some sea king who thinks with his lower half?
Was he really the type of creature who lusted after a girlâs body like that?
âSo, Iâm sorry, Shali. I canât say yes.â
Muen refused again, sincerelyâonly this time, he bowed even lower, and his tone grew softer and more careful.
To be rejected twice in just two minutes by the same person...For a girl who had mustered this much courage, it was a brutally cruel outcome no matter how you looked at it.
Muen felt so ashamed he wanted to throw a sack over his own head and take a brutal beating.
Seriously, why the hell did I have to be this good-looking? If I were just a little more average, I wouldnât keep getting into this crap.
âI... I see.â
Hearing Muenâs final answer, Shaliâs face crumbled into sheer heartbreak.
She took a deep breath, seemingly trying to force her tears back in, but they just flowed harder.
âNo... itâs not Muenâs fault. I just... assumed too much.â
She looked just like one of those hopeless losers in a drama who couldnât accept a failed confession, forcing out a smile even uglier than crying, while slowly stepping awayâ
Then spun around and ran.
Only to nearly crash into a soft embrace.
âOh my, now what have I walked in on?â
Anna-sunbae stood in the doorway at some unknown point, watching Muen with a half-playful, half-scolding gaze.
âTruly impressive, junior. Itâs only been a few minutes and youâve already broken another girlâs heart?â
âIf I had said yes, thatâs when Iâd be trash,â Muen said with a bitter smile. Clearly, heâd expected her to show up.
âWell, fair enough.â
Anna nodded in agreement. Then, lowering her gaze, she pulled out a handkerchief and began gently wiping the tears from Shaliâs face. As she did, something sparkled faintly in her fingers.
âDonât be upset, junior. Letâs not waste our breath on a scumbag.â
âYouâre still calling me a scumbag, arenât you?!â
âHuh?â
Anna ignored his protest, and as she dabbed Shaliâs cheeks, she paused with a slight look of surprise.
âShali, youâre so cute. Why cover it all up with these ugly black-rimmed glasses? A girl should know how to dress herself up a little. Who knowsâmaybe for certain scumbags, things wouldâve turned out differently.â
âHey! Sunbae!â
âI know a shop that custom-makes glasses for girls. Want me to introduce you?â
As she spoke, Anna reached for Shaliâs black-rimmed glasses, intending to clean them, since they were now so fogged with tears they were nearly useless.
Snap.
Shali suddenly grabbed Annaâs hand.
Her head was bowed, expression hidden.
âNo need, Sunbae. I appreciate the thought.â
âButââ
Anna frowned slightly at the grip on her wrist.
Before she could say anything else, Shali suddenly rushed past her, into the kitchen, and slammed the door behind her with a loud bang.
From within, rhythmic chopping began. Through her sniffles, Shali spoke in a low voice:
âSorry. Please donât worry about me. I just... need a moment alone.â
Soon after, muffled sobs came from behind the door, impossible to suppress. It sounded heartbreakingly raw.
âYou really are a sinner, junior.â
Listening to the crying, Anna sighed, casting Muen a long, meaningful glance.
Muen said nothing. He could only manage a bitter smile.
âSo... should we go?â
He asked cautiously.
It felt irresponsible to leave like this, but staying would only make things more awkward.
Better to give her space to be alone.
â...Fine,â Anna nodded.
They had accomplished what they came for anyway.
Still, just before leaving, she couldnât help but give the closed kitchen door one last lingering glance.
âSomething... feels off.â
She glanced at her wrist. The spot where Shali had grabbed her was flushed red, an angry handprint marking her pale skin.
âJunior.â
âYeah?â
âIs Shaliâs martial rank... high?â
âI dunno. Sheâs always been pretty unremarkable. But she takes the martial arts classes, so she canât be that weak.â
âI see...â
Anna withdrew her gaze, letting the thought fade.
Because that tearful expression from earlierâno matter how you looked at itâthereâs no way anyone could fake that level of grief.
She was probably just overthinking it.
....
....
Even after Muen and Anna had left, Shali remained in the kitchen, still crying.
Her tears just kept falling, as if theyâd never dry up.
She was so, so heartbroken.
She liked Muen so much. So why... why did he still reject her in the end?
Was it because she wasnât pretty enough?
Yeah. Compared to that maid girl in the frilly uniform, or to Anna-sunbae... She couldnât hold a candle to either of them.
She wasnât beautiful. She didnât know how to dress herself up. And she always wore those ugly black-rimmed glasses.
Muen... he probably never couldâve liked someone like her.
âAh... thatâs right.â
Mentioning the glasses seemed to jog her memory.
âI almost forgot. When thereâs no one else around... I have to take them off.â
And so, she removed the black-rimmed glassesânow soaked and useless, too blurry to see anything.
The crying stopped completely.
Like a ripple of unseen darkness spreading out, the air around her shifted. Suddenly cold. Like nightfall.
She stared down at herself in the overflowing sink.
Stared at the reflectionâof someone who seemed entirely different. Someone with a twisted smile creeping across their lips.
â...Ahhh. Why did it fail?â
âThe mental suggestion worked so well last time... Otherwise, Muen wouldnât have just happened to find this place.â
âWhat a shame. Heâs the Dukeâs son. If I couldâve controlled him, the plan wouldâve made huge strides.â
âButââ
Shali didnât seem disappointed.
Instead, her mouth curled into a manic grin.
So wide it nearly reached her ears. Like a serpent baring its fangs.
âThis is actually a stroke of luck. All that searching before came up empty. I was even almost caught by that silver-haired woman...â
She looked down at her hands.
The memory of touching that womanâs pale hands still lingered on her skin. Shali pressed her palms together in a reverent prayer, tears now replaced with awe.
âAs I thought, oh Great MoonâIt is you who are guiding me.â
âIn that case, I wonât fail your expectations. I will bring your lost divine heir before your throne.â
âIsnât that right, Daddy?â
In the corner of the kitchen, a silent man raised and lowered a kitchen knife over and over.
Like a machine, repeating the same motion.
On the cutting board in front of him, a warped shadow writhed without a soundâthen was butchered, like fish meat, into pieces.
He picked up a chunk and put it in his mouth.
Chewed.
Though it was only a shadow, it made a noise like flesh and bone being crushed.
After a moment, he grinned, showing teeth black as coal.
âTasty.â