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Chapter 55 Part 1: Returning Together, Secrets Revealed
Ten minutes later, An Ning finished tidying up the office, and only then did I take Qin Yuās hand and leave the school.
We went to a restaurant for dinner. An Ning didnāt sit with us, instead taking a table by herself some distance away. As long as I didnāt take Qin Yuās virginity, she wouldnāt interfere with us.
Finally, Qin Yu opened up.
"Husband, youāve probably guessed already. Before long, Iām going to be given to that man to be his wife. Itās not that I dislike him heās a good person but I only like him the way one likes a friend. I canāt like him the way one likes a lover. Iāve never been in love, and once I get married I probably wonāt get the chance again. So before Iām sent to him to be played with, I want to experience what being in love feels like."
It was all what I had already guessed, so I asked: "And thatās why youāve always kept your virginity?"
She nodded. "Yes, because he wants to take my virginity."
I hesitated, unsure if I should ask, but in the end I did: "But... why wait until now?"
If it was just about taking her virginity, there was no need to wait until she was eighteen. If I were that man, I wouldnāt have endured for so many years.
She looked at me, something desolate in her eyes, and replied, "Because... heās two years younger than me. Itās not me he was waiting until I was eighteen for itās him waiting until heās sixteen. Sixteen is the legal marriage age, and he wants us to lose our virginity together on our wedding night."
So that was it. I had no words for a moment.
Suddenly I remembered what An Ning had said before that family would treat Qin Yu well. It didnāt seem like a lie.
The man who would really be Qin Yuās husband did, at least, seem to genuinely like her.
I sighed inwardly and asked a very stupid question: "Since you donāt want to, why donāt you refuse?" Qin Yu gave a bitter laugh, shook her head, and didnāt answer, instead saying: "I canāt escape. So, husband, before I marry, I want to be with you, like a real couple. Except for my virginal little pussy, I want to give you all my other first times. My mouth and my asshole donāt have hymens, after all."
I was silent for a moment, then asked: "That day, why did you want me to take your virginity?"
She lowered her head. "Iām sorry~ I wonāt do it again~"
It made my chest tighten. "Why say sorry? Honestly, I really want to fuck your virgin pussy." She shook her head. "Husband, as long as you donāt break my hymen, you can play with me however you like. Even after Iām married, once my pussy is no longer virgin, you can fuck it too. Itās just that until then, if we can both resist, you wonāt be in trouble."
I found it strange why didnāt her family, or her fiancĆ©, care if she liked another man? Letting her date me, blow me and swallow, even letting me fuck her ass?
As if all that mattered was her bringing her hymen intact to the man at the end.
So what did that man really love her, or just her maidenhead?
If it was only about her first time, why wait until he was sixteen? He could have fucked her long ago.
Was it really just for the sake of ceremony?
Seeing my frown, Qin Yu knew there was much I couldnāt ask, so she gently rubbed the spot between my brows and held out her left hand.
Around her left wrist was that wristguard Iād always been curious about.
She knew my curiosity, but had never told me; now she offered me her hand, yet I didnāt dare uncover the truth.
She withdrew and said softly: "Husband, you donāt really need to know everything. Just treat me like a passing romance, with no burden."
I asked: "And how about you? Am I just some tool to fulfill a romance wish, or " Before I could finish she threw her arms around my neck and kissed me.
After a moment she let my lips go, but not my neck. Tears stood in her eyes, and she said nothing.
Thinking it over, I took her left hand and slipped off the wristband.
As expected.
After eating, she didnāt want to go home, but I insisted An Ning take her.
Then I went alone to the riverside.
Before long, An Ning appeared beside me.
We stood in silence for a while, then she said first: "Miss is right insofar as you donāt take her virginity and you donāt pry too much, you can play with her and walk away intact. With Lin Luzhong behind you, the Qin family wonāt touch you. Miss likes you; even though sheāll marry soon, it doesnāt stop her from liking you."
I shook my head. "Youāre right, but it doesnāt sit right with me. Even if she likes me and lets me fuck her mouth and ass and lick her cunt, if I just accept it, I feel like a gigolo. And I canāt stay indifferent knowing she truly likes me. Since Iāve agreed to be her husband, I should at least try to change something, however small."
She looked at me a long time without speaking.
I said: "If she wonāt tell me, then you will. Compared to me, you care for her more, right?" She finally sighed. "You being able to collect sex slaves one after another itās no accident." I teased: "What, you want to be my sex slave too?"
"If you could truly help Miss, rather than just talk, why wouldnāt I be?" she replied, looking me in the eye.
I shook my head.
So did she, staring out at the river, thinking carefully before speaking: "You should know something about President Qin."
I nodded. Qin Yuās father, Qin Hai, was the owner of a large real estate company though not as rich as Lin Luzhong, still formidable.
"Miss is the eldest daughter. She has a younger brother named Qin Yu. Qin and his wife are very patriarchal."
I frowned. This world had those types too?
"Theyāve favored Qin Yu from the start and nearly ignored Miss. She was raised by a wet nurse; Iāve been responsible for her safety on outings. They didnāt hate her or neglect her materially just... didnāt care much. Later she was engaged to that family."
"What family?"
She pointed skyward. "Up there you know, the Qins are in real estate; they deal a lot with them. Missās fiancĆ©ās father is already the number one here controls the Qin familyās lifeline."
The number one here? In the capital?
I thought... the top man... Jiang Min?
If Qin Yuās fiancĆ© was sixteen, Jiang Min could be at most around forty.
No wonder Lin Luzhong didnāt scare them they had real power.
"Childhood betrothal?"
"Iām not sure Iām just a servant. Supposedly, the man Missās future father-in-law once slept with Madam, liked her, and later kept her as his plaything. At some point, he asked about Miss, and somehow she ended up engaged to his son. After that, business was great for the Qins."
I sneered. "What a calculation. He knows he canāt openly keep Qin Yu for himself, so he uses this to control her. Once sheās married into their family, he can ālegitimatelyā have her. What can his son say? Heās just a puppet."
A shiver went through me. On her wedding night, who would actually take her virginity? For all I knew, her mother might be there to help.
"I think young master Jiang He isnāt that kind," An Ning said.
Jiang He so that was the fiancƩ.
"How do you know?"
"If not for him, Miss would likely already have been deflowered. Because of him, heās nearly sixteen and still a virgin."
Fair point without him, Qin Yuās hymen might have been lost at fourteen. So this Jiang He was going against his father.
A young master from a great house, surrounded by beauties daily, not hosting orgies already made him rare still holding his virginity was remarkable.
Though really, with hymen reconstruction, who could say for certain?
I mused: "Whereās he studying? Sixteen should be in high school? Yet Qin Yu sticks to me; Iāve never seen her spend time with him..."
"Jiangās already in college," An Ning said.
Surprised: "A prodigy?"
"Incredible. Heās busy rarely sees Miss. She says she can tell he really likes her. Also, Jiang doesnāt know about you two."
Of course if he did, he wouldnāt let this slide. "Have you met him? Whatās he like?"
That same weird feeling rose in me as with Su Wan hearing he was a talented, sincere young man, I wondered if maybe Qin Yu was better off with him.
Maybe it was my own modest origins making me instinctively step back.
It had been the same with Su Wan, with Keke, and now again.
This self-effacing instinct had been with me since childhood, deeply rooted; removing it was no easy task.
An Ning said: "I havenāt formally met him. When Miss was younger, I was always with her, but since middle school, to avoid affecting her, Iāve been more in the background. She knows her fate and avoided boys until you. Thatās when I had to appear. No one else at school knows our relationship."
"Is Teacher Xing Yi like you?"
"No she just admires Miss. Not Qinās."
"Could she be Jiangās?"
"No."
I nodded.
"Iāve seen him from a distance. Donāt know him well, but... heās handsome, mature for his age."
"A prodigy, so no surprise."
"Just maybe... too delicate."
"Focused on study."
She agreed.
Then, unexpectedly: "Jiang protected Miss from that man heās good. But I think his cock is probably thin and pale." She glanced at my crotch. "Maybe just a quarter your size."
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